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| Time: | 5:19 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | business - eminem. |
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god im so fuckin bored. there isnt anything to do. no one is still in this god forsaken town, they all got out when summer started. thank god im leaving in 2 days. i dont know if i could handle it any longer :(
dont want school to start in august. thats only one more month and its gonna suck. at least i get to do back to school shopping :) yay!!! what the good is all the fame if you aint fuckin the models. oops. sorry listening to nelly right now.
i need something to dooooooooooooo. i got my palm read and she said all this good stuff and then she goes u start things and dont finish and you want a lot and u have the drive but you might be too lazy to actually go and get it. stupid. she doesnt know what shes talking about so whtever.
this stupid candle stick keeps tipping over.
im getting bored and mad, wait a sec, i already was. god damn it all. i hate guys too. why not...girls suck also.
ow my ear hurts, wonder why. prolly cuz there is water in it.i wish a hottie would come by. i wish life was better. i wish justin was my lover.
some things are just never gonna happen :(
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| Time: | 1:45 am. |
| Mood: |  amused. |
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so i havent written in a long time but i know the last time i attempted to, it cut off and i had this whole thing that had taken about an hour to type. needless to say, i was pissed. i think that one of my friends is bi or a lesbian. shes been really super touchy and acting like she liked girls. but its weird, cuz u would think she was the straightest person in the world, she loves dick so much, but whatever.
i had a freaky dream. there was this guy and this girl and they were in a room and looked like they were about to have sex and then they look at me and are all like wanna join? and im like oh my god hell yea!!! they were hott.
so iim officially into girls...i think. i was at a party and this girl kissed me. she was drunk, and i had had a couple shots, but it takes a lot to get me drunk, so i know i was alert and all and she kisses me and i really liked it. a lot. then she grabbed my ass and patted it and then she started to massage my breast. i liked it sooo much.
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| Time: | 8:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. |
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im like disappointed in a friend of mine. she got completely wasted and she is way too young to be getting drunk. i dont know what to do. i seriously think that if she statys on this track she'll start gettin into some bad stuff. she likes pot even though she doesnt do it often, she wants to have sex and now she likes gettin drunk. shes barelt 14.
on other news. i need to get a dress and avril lavigne is a cool chick to listen too.
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people are just fuckin pissin me off. i like a guy and i know he will never like me cuz he can have anyone he wants. my friend is gonna get with this guy who could possibly have a gf and she doesnt even care not to mention that she is just like why dont you believe he is single and im like he may have said he wasnt with anyone but everyone else issayin different and he has lied about shit like that before. she is makin me so fuckin mad. it aint funny.
also i am horny.
my life fucking sucks cuz my friend loves the dude i like and he would prolly get with me before her, i cant do a thing about that cuz she wants him.
naked woman and erotica turns me on.
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| Time: | 8:03 pm. |
| Mood: |  aggravated. |
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im feeling all upset cuz my idiot friend asked me to go shopping and to the movies with her and some others so i call her only to find that shes left. bitch. i really wanted to go too.
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Wednesday, April 17th, 2002
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| Time: | 6:16 pm. |
| Mood: |  gloomy. | | Music: | nsync-digital get down. |
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im watchin this video off the net from the nsync hbo concert. its digital get down:) they are so talented. i wish i could dance like them. i would love to be performer, i have the voice, i think, but i do not have the look. im not blonde and a size 2. *sigh* i kinda wish i was.
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Tuesday, April 16th, 2002
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| Time: | 8:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  hot. | | Music: | josh groban-to where you are. |
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im hot and bored. yay. god i hate texas. it sucks ass. we have TAAS the rest of the week. fuckin sucks!!!! but its easy. i hate life. go me. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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| Time: | 8:45 pm. |
| Mood: |  dorky. | | Music: | did ya understand-willa ford. |
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| Time: | 8:37 pm. |
| Mood: | cheerful. | | Music: | im jc's crotch. |
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hey hey!!!
this morning, it rained soooo freakin much. i had to stop about 5 times on my way to school cuz i couldnt see worth a crap. i was late for first period but thats no biggy.
after school, i got my hair done. its layered now and to like my shoulders. its cute but there is this girl who has hair kinda like it and shes gonna be all you copied but whatever.
i had to buy some new hairbrushes for it. put me out 7 bucks :(
man im mad. well, not mad but definately annoyed. because it rained so much, i can't use the shower or bathroom for about 3 hours. that really pisses me the fuck off.
this is prolly gonna be short cuz im watching the real world road rules challenge. GO REAL WORLD!!! man, hat show is like addicting....and danny is fuckin fine!!! too bad he's gay :( i could show him some good stuff...
on the other hand..... hell fucking yea
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| Time: | 12:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
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ya know what?
ok my mom got mad cuz i forgot tosoak the pots and pans last night. shes all like u need to remember to do it! and man i wanted to say something so bad but i would just gotten in more trouble. but i wanted to say, why should i remember? you sure as hell dont remember anything i gotta do or what u gotta do for me.
i have something i gotta do afterschool on monday, tuesday, and wednesday and i told he rthat yesterday and she forgot today!!
she remembers things that her bf says but not what i say. it just makes me really mad sometimes and i dont think its fair, but what can i do?
it could be from her sickness, she could be going senile, but i dunno.
and she says i wash cars crappily.
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okay, so i was looking at random journals cuz i was bored. i read a few and they weren't very interesting but a few all had the same little list/survey thingy about stuff like what do you think about religion and when was the last time u had sex and stuff like that.
anyway, they had this one part where it talked about homosexuality. the few ppl who had answered the questions all said that they disagreed with letting gay/lesbian couples adopt. one girl said that they shouldn't cuz the kid would be made fun of.
what the hell kind of fucked up reason is that?
all kids get made fun of...what does there parents sexuality have to do with it? sure they'll get made fun of cuz of it, but they'll get made fun of everything else too.
it makes me mad when ppl are all like i dont care about homosexuality bu them adopting is wrong. how do they know its wrong? theres nothing wrong with it. they're not gonna have any different problems than what straight couples have. its ignorant and stupid people like them that make me mad. they just dont understand some things.
im not claiming that i know everything or anything, but something like the gender of the parents should not matter. there are so many kids that are parentless and if there is a couple out there that is willing to love and care for a child that needs and deserves it, then who are we to say that its wrong? its not fair that gay couples cant adopt in some places. there are a lot of things we could be trying to stop instead of this...
you can be a straight married woman and go to childrens home and say you want a kid, you'll most likely get one.
you can be a lesbian and go to the same place and leave empty handed. how fair is that?
its not.
the ppl can know that u would be a loving parent and the other one would be horrible, but they still get the kid.
and when u say that you do it for the good of the child, to make sure they grow up 'normal' and 'healthy', u are just being stupid and ignorant and blind. because you can let the married couple adopt or have the kid live in their home and the couple be the worst parents on the earth. and its the kid who suffers. its the kid who has to deal with the hurt everyday. and when you knew that the other woman would have been a better parent, u only have yourself to blame.
if only ppl would stop thinking of homosexuality as wrong and start thinking of it as a way some people just happen be, the world would be a lot better.
if ppl could stop being so judgmental and cruel, then we would all be alittle bit happier.
and if ppl could understand that it doesn't matter about your sexuality when it comes to raising kids, that all that matters is that the kid gets love and affection and everything they need, then maybe the world wouldnt end up with so many screwed up ppl.
cuz thats where. ppl hate cuz of the ppl surrounding them. if we could all just stop being so mean, then the world would have better ppl.
we all know thats not gonna happen anytime soon, but whats the harm in wishing? and whats the harm in trying to be a little nicer everyday to the people that dont exactly meet up to our standards of a normal person.
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Saturday, April 6th, 2002
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| Time: | 2:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  horny. | | Music: | im a slave 4 u. |
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god i suck.
i only made this thing forever ago and i haven't updated..... like at all. but things are going weird.
lets see...saw nsync a lil while ago. those guys are fucking hott. failed bio. ugh. stupid fuck of a teacher. other things have happened but nothing important...
discovered my love for thongs and erotic stories. dont think im weird, i cant help it. found out i could download porn from my music server. aint that funny. did it and well... i like what i can imagine more but whatever. wish i was 21... i would soooo go and get a bunch of stuff like porn and a vibrator...
having problems with my sexuality.
i dont know if it really is a problem cuz ive read that straight women have fantasies about other women but i dunno... im straing at breasts and asses of more women. guys most definately turn me on. i love cock, but tits...and pussy...
like when i masturbate, i usually have a daddy daughter one or a britney spears one. damn i would love to fuck her. especially since shes most liekly done justin timberlake.
he is so fine. it aint even fair. jc too.. yum..
god i wanna fuck someone!!!!!!!!! but im a virgin and yes im scared. fuckin a.
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Tuesday, September 18th, 2001
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ok sometimes my mom is an idiot!
shes been sick for about a half a year and i seriously think that her illness has messed her up in the head. right now shes all sayin shes movin to cali.
whatever.
she couldn't afford that. honestly. she also gets ticked at the smallest things. anywho. g2g
peace love and dirty thoughts of jc
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Monday, September 17th, 2001
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| Time: | 7:42 pm. |
| Mood: | mellow. | | Music: | i'm real- jennifer lopez and ja rule. |
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hey y'all. what up homie g's???
ok ignore that! *laughs sheepishly*
wellll, i like haven'y updated in a long time. i saw these sex-ay pics of justin from arena homme plus magazine. somebody said that its a gay mag. whatever. anywho justin has no shirt and he is like groping himself or whatever. the only thing i don't like is the cover. it has him on it with fake blood comin out his nose and bloody teeth. i wanted to gag when i saw it. i don't care what anyone says, it is nasty lookin.
it was taken off shelves in the uk cuz of the terrorist's bombing.
that majorly sux about what happened. it was a definate shock. thankfully, i don't lie anywhere near new york, i'm in tx. but still. they told us at school and everyone was like oh my god. who woulda thought. my sympathies go out to everyone who lost a frind or a loved one. a good amount of my family lives in new jersey so i was all like please don't have been in ny then.
went to the football game on friday. we lost. no surprise, it was 7 to 13.... i was freakin hyper!!!!!! i like didn't stop screaming. ya know one thing i hate bout the games is halftime. ya know when everyone goes down and gets food, everyone alwayz cuts in front of me. i can't help that i'm a tad short. anywayz this is all i gots to say for now.
peace love and dirty thoughts of jc!
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Tuesday, August 21st, 2001
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| Time: | 7:49 pm. |
| Mood: | mooooooo (like a cow). | | Music: | Crush-Mandy Moore (im dl it). |
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well, my friend is making a parody of pop.
watched the teenchoice awards. jc and justin looked SOOOOO HOTT!!!
yes they did!!!!
britney and bob looked like shit ran over.
we get a pep rally friday, solo and ensamble for choir too. i think i'm gonna sing solo this year. but i'm scared to.
i have choir tomorrow. c lunch too.
i like to read. whats wrong with that? i don't know man but everyone is always asking why i like to read and its because some things are interesting!!! duh.
i downloaded winmx.
i want jc. and justin. ok and these guys nathan, austin, and jared. ok i'm through.
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| Time: | 7:49 pm. |
| Mood: | mooooooo (like a cow). | | Music: | Crush-Mandy Moore (im dl it). |
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well, my friend is making a parody of pop.
watched the teenchoice awards. jc and justin looked SOOOOO HOTT!!!
yes they did!!!!
britney and bob looked like shit ran over.
we get a pep rally friday, solo and ensamble for choir too. i think i'm gonna sing solo this year. but i'm scared to.
i have choir tomorrow. c lunch too.
i like to read. whats wrong with that? i don't know man but everyone is always asking why i like to read and its because some things are interesting!!! duh.
i downloaded winmx.
i want jc. and justin. ok and these guys nathan, austin, and jared. ok i'm through.
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| Time: | 7:49 pm. |
| Mood: | mooooooo (like a cow). | | Music: | Crush-Mandy Moore (im dl it). |
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well, my friend is making a parody of pop.
watched the teenchoice awards. jc and justin looked SOOOOO HOTT!!!
yes they did!!!!
britney and bob looked like shit ran over.
we get a pep rally friday, solo and ensamble for choir too. i think i'm gonna sing solo this year. but i'm scared to.
i have choir tommorrow. c lunch too.
i ;ike to read. whats wrong with that? i don't know man but everyone is always asking why i like to read and its because some things are interesting!!! duh.
i downloaded winmx.
i want jc. and justin. ok and these guys nathan, austin, and jared. ok i'm through.
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Sunday, August 19th, 2001
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| Subject: | :( |
| Time: | 8:23 pm. |
| Mood: |  blank. | | Music: | in my pocket-mandy moore. |
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right now i am bored. but its not like anybody cares, right? anywho, i finished both of my books last night and there is nothing to do. i found a lizard in a basket today. i hate those things. they scare me and i screamed when i saw it. im a baby. sue me.
i read a cute little nsync fan fic about justin having to give up his daughter. i thought it was sorta sweet.
i obviously WON'T be updating :( i haven't finished the chapter yet, but i still have like 10 visuals. hmm. i don't wanna go to school tommorrow. its the devil.
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Friday, August 17th, 2001
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hey everyone out there in internet land
ok, i could've sworn that i had updated this thing like 2 days ago! buuuuuuuuuuuut...i don't see it here :( so, here is that lovely update. ignore me if this has been written!
anywho- i started school :( its not that bad cuz i don't have athletics this semester :) thats good. i have an ap course and the rest advanced. i hate my science teacher. she's mean and i hate her voice. the girl i sit next to is WAY too close to me for my comfort. we of course haven't done a thing yet, but thats ok, but there is nothing to do.
ummmm, next year we're all goin to the other school cuz they're changing the grades. thats cool cuz i'll see my friends again.
ama her b-day is coming up. the first football game and the vma's are all on the same day too. coincidence? yeppers.
i have b and c lunch this year.
i'm bord right now- as usual. i wish we started later! there's a little back to school dance on the 23rd. lots of fun. *rolls eyes*
not that i'm against school functions like that, but whats the point of a back to school dance? for real.
i suck. plain and simple. i really suck.
i soooooo need to get my 3rd chapter up and i got like 9 more vizzy's to post, but virtue is not cooperating with me. they suck too. i haven't even finished the 3rd chapter yet! sheesh.
on another note- if anyone knows of any really good picture sites, fan fiction, or a place where i can get my music dl- please email me!!! napster is an b****!
they are supposed to be making you pay now. *sticks tongue out at the creators*
ok welllllllll thats all i gotta say bout that! oh and jc is one fine piece of frenchman ass!!!!!!!!
bye bye bye sleepy
OH WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! another thing before i log off-
there is this dude and he is a total jock and popular, there is a girl and she is really overweight and i think she is in special classes. anywho he was annoying her today and he held this
thing that was like a bracelet but it wasn't and it was just like a metal ring.
ok so he was sitting at a table with all his friends and she was sitting at the table next to him and he's all like will you marry me. and he was doing it as a joke and that made me mad cuz ya don't do that. i think he was trying to be funny, but i think it was rude. so then i came over and sat across from her and started to talk to her and he was all like i'll be your best friend if you let me sit there. it was funny and she didn't mind it i don't think, but i don't think he should've done it.
ok bye bye bye again sleepy
ok one more- i decorated my book covers and they all say nsync and like celebrity on them :)
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Friday, August 10th, 2001
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| Time: | 11:24 pm. |
| Mood: | bored. | | Music: | Just The Two Of Us - NSYNC. |
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Well, I'm bored. School starts in 3 days. :(
I think I've become addicted to fan fiction. Correction. i know i am. i used to think that slash was nasty to read, but now i don't. whats up with that. so anywayz, i've read just about all i can of straight nsync fiction so i moved to slash. its not really that bad. i like jc and justin ones although i find A LOT of justin/lance stories.
my head is aching and i'm pissed about my site. it takes up too much damn time *pouts* i never get to have any fun. j/k.
i think i should get mandy moore's cd crush. in my pocket and cry are cool songs. and then she has her movie, the princess diaries. thats cool.
i wanna see the others. that looks like a cool movie although i'm sure if i saw it, i would have nightmares for weeks.
thats another thing- dreams. i have the stupidest dreams. i swear. i had a dream last night that i was in france baby itting some kid and then i lost him at the eiffel tower. as if that would happen. and then a few weeks ago i had a dream where i was a woman hockey player and i was friends with the goalie on my team even though he picks on me. well he tells me in the locker room that the other guys are beating him up, so i tell him he needs to quit the team and become a soccer goalie. mmhmm. yeah right.
right now i'm reading this slash story. i'm only on the 1st chapter. you know who is a GREAT writer? fictionlyn. her stories rule. they aren't slash if ya didn't know. just thought i'd say that.
i had to write a letter to my papa, my aunt, and my grandma. i hate writing letters but oh well.
britney spears should die. ok thats a little mean. she should get out of the music business. hell, i can sing better than she can! she just has the right looks thats all.
oh well, i'm gonna shut up now.
laterz sleepy
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